第五十一章:Walk with you all my life

    Missingislikeasharpblade，thorninmyheartisverypainful，verypainful.Thinkofhim，maybeatthistime，reallyneedapersontotalkaround，orgivetheheartofcomfort.

    Thedayswithoutyou，theskywasdark，shutthedoor，amanhidinginthehouse，leaninginasmallcorner，beatingsome00piecesofwriting.Inthislonelytime，thereisstillsomethingcalled“words“accompaniedme，Ididnotforgettowalkthroughthetext.

    Writinghasalwaysbeenmyfavorite.Idon‘thavemuchmentalcompositionrecently.Ifeelverynarrow.Ireadsomephilosophicalwords，butIcan‘tunderstandanything.Somehow，thatpassionseemstohavedisappeared.WhohasbeenholdingbooksalldaylongWhoreadthebeautifulessayonthebusWhoiswhointhebookstorereadingbooksIcan‘timaginemyselfwalkingnow.Ilikethecostumedrama，andthelatestpopularentertainmentprogram“goodvoiceinChina“.IcankeeptheTVsetalivewithoutgoingoutallday.Lifeisgettingpoor，isthespiritofthepoor，inneremptiness，inshort，alackofpower，lackofapioneeringspirit.ShouldIchangemyselfShouldIthinkaboutitLifeshouldnotbesomediocre，lifeshouldbemeaningful.Canyougivemecourage

    Inautumn，Ilikewalkinginthepark，smellingthefragranceofosmanthus，thinkingaboutyourface，howbeautifulitis.Remember，wehandthroughtheefforts，nowbusydaysalwayshauntyoupace，sothatyoucannottouchme，unabletostayinmyside.Lookup，lookupatthebluesky，therearewhitecloudsdrifting，seethebirdsflyinginthesky，atthistime，youknowhowmuchIenvythemIwanttohaveapairofwings，canflyfreely，flyingtowhereyouare.

    Once，accidentally，thosebeautifuldaysslippedawayfromtheside.Now，thinkofit，stillawakeindreams.Iunderstandthatloveisthemostbeautifultimewithyoueveryminute!GloryisnotwhatIwant，luxuryisnotwhatIlove，butwhatIwantisjustalifewithyou.

    Canyousingasong，caneatamealandyou，andyoucanrenewanold，canwatchamoviewithyou，andyoucanlistentothesamesong，itismygreatjoy.Iloveholdingyourhand，gotoabusycorner，walkedintothefashionshop，wearingdifferentstylesofclothes，thefirsttimeistoletyougivemeareference，youalwayssmiledandsaid:“mywifeisgood，whattowear.“Iknowyouaremakingmehappy，butIstillliketohearyousaysomethingthatpleaseme.Before，alwaysthoughtthatshoppingwithgirlstoaccompany，andnowthinkofaboyfriend，betterthananything.NowondermycolleagueswouldsaythatIamazhongseqingyou.Ihopemyfriendscanunderstandme!

    Aslongasyou，thehouseagainathome，weshouldallbelongtoonetypeofquiet!Tobeexact，youareaquietman，andIamawomanofallwalksoflife.Icanreadinanoisyenvironment，andIc*****sobeinaquietcorner.Alwaysliketotalkwithyou，foralongtimenotsnuggleupinyourarms，goodmemoriesofthewarmthyougive.Thinkofthebooksyoudownloadedtome，aremyfavorite，thankyou!I‘vebeenfocusingonsomephilosophicalthingslately，andIthinkit‘sreallyinteresting.Aperson‘smooddependsentirelyonhisorherstateofmind.Recently，IreadalotofBuddhistethicalstories，whichinspiredmedeeplyandbenefitedalot.Ireallywanttorelyonyourwarmshoulder，reallywanttotellyousomeofmyexperience.CanyousparetimetocomebackwithmeDear，Ihavealotofwordstosaytoyou，Iamnolongerachild，Iwillbecomemoremature，Iwillbeyourfavoritewoman!

    Once，accidentally，thosebeautifuldaysslippedawayfromtheside.Now，thinkofit，stillawakeindreams.Iunderstandthatloveisthemostbeautifultimewithyoueveryminute!GloryisnotwhatIwant，luxuryisnotwhatIlove，butwhatIwantisjustalifewithyou.Canyousingasong，caneatamealandyou，andyoucanrenewanold，canwatchamoviewithyou，andyoucanlistentothesamesong，itismygreatjoy.