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【】bers,exallgroupofoists,barrassedbythisdevelopntbecauseitexposedtheuglynatureofpartypolitics. oings,a“forozedongthought”ilitaryntrolssioninndugthecultural revolution.therealannounarxistsloganusedbyeveryanizationtoheraldthearrivalofaidisplay. afeiliarissiontoforozedongthought,halfexpeysurpriseshehandedasheetofpaper,apen,andabottleofink.iyoslittleredbook,noonstratea.afterihadhahelettertotheguard,iptionoflonginterruptedinterrogation. oneday,ihadanotherherrhagethatstaineduhepeephole. sheopeheslle,“shappeoyouhoretstainedhblood” “itsjustperiod.” “theressual”sheuothecell.thetoiletyunderclothes. “eforahecellandlogthedoorbehindher. later,shebroughttheyoungdoctor,edtohavegothisjobbackagain. afteraskihedoenopause.butyoughtalsohaveagroinedbyagynelogist,butthereisheprisonhospital.illgiveyousoiionstostopthebleeding.” theihaveagroightbelignahanever,ioleavetheno.1detentionhouse. itylastinterrogationattheendof1966,ovingfain. iyusualpostureeofosylapgirlsovedthingsfrohetopofthetonthefloor.thentheycarriedthetopbedtothewindow. “piupforyou”thelitantfeleguardshoutedsarally. ainihelaborreforirlsthirtiesfollointothecell.sheannerrequiredofallprisoners,carryinginherhandsafeilothing. thelaborreforirlsthecell,andtheguardlockedthedoor. afterlivinginisolationforsolong,ianntaanlostinthedesertisthirstyforyyseatandagaiheadoverbookent.sinposedauralrevolutioeredaohaveslaed.thereycelldidnotappeartobeduetoovercroe. theitotishestoleglanyeye. “hoeovertositbesidewhileshewhispered. ipliarks.shedidnotlooklikeanefreedondafullrie.herhairlaeinedid.shelookedathlacklustereyesthateandfrightened. “ustnttalk.itsnotallovieallovedovertositbesideohought. ugtoeat,shegrabbedthentainerandtippedtherestitered,“ustntefood.” objecttoherhavingyportionofsebeyonddoubtthatshehadbeenlyingpliedbyherinitialquestionthatshehadjustbeeed.sheuchtoohungry. ifihadbeenfaliardiately.butitiniuerforltiplecellshreebecausethe ...